Crybabtstill March 11,, 2010 Dream: "Grey Hair!!".

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  -(JoAnn) "CRYBABYSTILL"- Invited Guest Blogger

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  March 11, 2010

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  Dream: White Hair- Vanity.

[In my dream] I am dressing to go to work and was running late as I combed my hair I discovered a tangled mass of whitish hair and cut it away and threw it in the bathroom trash can. Which I noticed had some messy stuff similar to old tea leaves on the bottom, which now with the hair tossed on top seemed to form a crude picture of a head reminiscent of the ones in the tea cup reading game we played when I was a kid. At first, I didn't believe I had every had any white hairs ever, then I remembered someone whose name I can't remember but someone had once told me I had some white hairs. I search, for a name for the partly remembered voice and "Jane Austin" pops into my mind but I reject it, as she was a early writer of romance novels and of a hundred years ago, no way in a position to have called my attention to signs of ageing. Like a Rorschach Ink blot the image takes on a female head shape, as I stare at it. I see an odd looking woman with a most pecpeculiar hair do.

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The Image I saw. Ouch!

Crybabtstill February 26, 2010 Dream: Pharaoh's cat.

-(JoAnn) "CRYBABYSTILL"- Invited Guest Blogger February 16, 2010 Dream: The Pharoh's Cat

I arrive on the city bus at the Rosicrucian Museum. I have a membership pass and the ticket monitor, looks it and smiling tells me I am early and should visit a newly furbished tomb chamber replica, that now carefully reconstructs a burial chamber. And that it it is a near virtual reality event. I follow the suggestion and join others listening to the lecturer, restating the Egyptian burial beliefs which seem to have gone few revisions during their very long history. He said it is remarkable the core beliefs changed little, but the representations in art and architecture, just expressed them differently. The group descended down steps to the burial chnaber that was smaller in space, so that we had to push tighter together, This made me uncomfortable. Our attention was called to a small cabinet like box on the wall high above our heads. The guide caused its door to move open and inside was a painted eagle, that had spread out its wings as if taking off for the after-world. I feel something touching my legs and because we are so tightly packed together, I have panic thoughts about being molested or groped. I work my hand down fully expecting to contact some body's hand, Instead, I detect that it is a furry cat and shift around until I can lift it high enough to see it. It is a black cat with a long neck and short hair, a living version of the cats pained on the wall decorations. I am relieved, it is calm and comfortable in my arms. I become worried that somehow I had violated some sacred tradition and could expect punishment of some kind to follow. The guide is too far on the other side of the crowd to ask, what to do and a trumpet horn sounds and the crowd pushes me back up the steps into the foyer. A security guard passes and I try to explane what happened. He calls me crazy and to get that cat out of here now. Outside I feel I am RESPONSIBLE FOR BREAKING SOME LAW. I think that I don't want a cat. BUT FEEL I AM BEING TRAPPED INTO CAREING FOR THIS ONE. I think then of reincarnation and wonder if a connection exists. To go home with the cat is a concern, in that the city bus has a no pets allowed policy. I would have to take a taxi. I put the cat down and try to walk away, but its follows closely. ============= My analysis of this dream runs on two tracks, the obvious and what is not there. The obvious is I am a seeker, looking for some enlightment from the ancient world, perhaps partly echoing my early catholic indoctrination which also covered much of the same thought world, with heaven, hell, enternal life and a panthion of saints. The feeling in the dream of much being unsure. Could there be this also as a reality in the modern world? I am unsure--there is much unsure in the dream content- I arrive too early, I am diverted to the reconstructed repliica of the pharos earthly remains, he is surronded by the images of things from this workd that is to accompany him to the next- I am uncomfortable in a tight pack of the crowd-I feel as first thought, the contact on my legs as a threat of some sexual intrusion unexpected and uninvited. My reaction to mystical cat is one of fascination, uneasiness and inappropriate of having any further association and I look for away to shift this to some other. This seeming impossible I think ahead, what if I accept the cat so magically present and later it would just as magically leave, I am unsure of the cats gender or if I return a bond to it equal to its apparent attaching to me, and even if such was possible and would not some time the pharaoh awaken and demand his cat back? More down to earth, in the dream the there was was none of the feeling of sharing, support and warmth that I once had when so many years ago, I actually attend events at this museum and explored its philosophic teachings with enthusiasm. Is the cat that I fear to accept somehow a wish to restore that lost anchorage?

I would like your comments and analysis of my dreams' Just put "Pharoh's Cat in the subject and sent to fateanalysisguy@gmail.com --JoAnn

-(JoAnn) "CRYBABYSTILL"- Invited Guest Blogger January 8, 2010

-(JoAnn) "CRYBABYSTILL"- Invited Guest Blogger January 8, 2010 Two dreams: 1. Really bad experience as a beauty operator, assault, police questioning. 2. Desire to get married, ugly legs, Golf skills demonstrated in I was at work-but not my real life work, it was somewhat like the Southern California Villa I had seen in my earlier dream of applying for a job at a TV production company. Only this time, the grassy shaded area was not provided with benches but a intervals were beauty shop stations, they were more like ones I had seen in a movies about celebrities having their hair done, than any one I had ever been in. I am not a beauty operator or as far as I can remember ever wanted to be one. For economy reasons my mom used to do my hair with hair kits from Walgreen's drug store, most the time. A trip to the beauty shop was for special occasions al through my school years and even later. Also unless was when I was very small did I ever have a physical altercations with my mom. The Dream: The dream had me giving an older woman a shampoo and set - I was worried about doing this as I feared I might be able to do so competently. Also there was not enough time to fully set her hair before the 7 o'clock closing time. Never the less I started. At some point I decided I needed to use on her hair the barber shears (perhaps to have less hair that would then set faster?) There were no proper shears in the equipment drawers, so I went into the building to get them. Somehow in searching for shears I took a wrong turn and had to use a unfamiliar exit door which I hoped would take me back to the lady -however, it didn't go all the way as it just stopped midway-. Somehow I resolved the passage issue and got back to her. I told her a story to try to allay her unhappiness over this obvious incompetence, It was that the shears were had been put away by the people who work with me but were off today and I there for did not for that reason know exactly where to find them quickly. But this was to no avail she was crazy angry and grabbed the shears and a struggle followed. I felt terribly guilty wresting the shears away from her, but I could see it was coming down to either her or me as to who is going to get hurt. She realizes her arm is now cut and bleeding and finally accepts my help to wrap it in a towel. She calms down and I call an ambulance. The ambulance arrived and we both got in. I finally did the older woman's hair on the way. She despite the upsetting circumstances said "Remember 'I want nice light waves and use those wave curlers' - With doubts as to whether I could do so, I STARTED SETTING HER HAIR. At the emergency room, when we arrived a police team surrounded us and detained me while the woman was taken to the doctors by an officer and I was questioned. The questioning officer I think was the same one who was honored in my earlier police banquet dream, only this time he was dressed in police street actions type jacket and boots. An assistant took down every word I said. Realizing the seriousness of possible criminal accusations, decided I would revamp the truth to make it all sound as accidental as possible without lying too much. I feared what story the woman might give the police. I omitted her attack on me and said instead she was very restless and moved causing the shears to cut her. The officer was very accusatory, pointing to scratches and black and blue spots that were starting to develop on my arms. I said I don't know. After some time I was told I could go as the woman's story was similar to mine, with some minor inconsistencies, I felt relived. Two nights later: I woke tonight with the thought I was very desirous to get married- Something about me had been blocking this before. But I couldn't say, what for sure. I remember though it had something to do with my legs which someone mean had called '4 legs'. It seems as though in my dream everyone was expecting me to fail in this desire and yet I knew within myself I could. Somehow I first had to go out, and descend a slope -As I stepped from the cement curb to the green grass, I had to side step deposits of horse manure. The grassy space appeared to be un cared for, and in some places dry and dead. Then when I got on the higher located green, I think there was a high wind but I think I did O.K. holding my own against it. There were others there too bucking the wind and hitting golf balls in to it with apparent pleasure. When I also tried this successfully the people didn't seem quite so derisive or unfriendly.

I would like your comments and analysis of my dreams' Just put "Beauty operator" or "Golf"" in the subject and I'll try to make use of what you say Send it to me at fateanalysisguy@gmail.com